The day you left us I was sitting by a Japanese pond in the early afternoon with no idea you were leaving. I had been praying for you and was sad you hadn't taken that Bingo Cruise and hoping that you would be well enough again to go with Frank. A dragon fly caught my eye and I couldn't stop watching it. Later when I spoke of this Barbie told me dragon flies are a symbol of transition. Was the dragon fly a message you were leaving. I knew how ill you were why didn't I think it was possible. And now it has been a whole year. I am making it slowly and painfully but I am making it. It's race time at the Fair I know if you were still here you be at the track winning. I miss you so much especially on days like this. La